flux_aeterna: (destiny - casual reading)
Early shift, and I only slept MAYBE three hours yesterday, and now here I am again, awake, having just created a profile for the summer camps of NaNoWriMo when I am supposed to be up in 4 hours.

Gods I really suck at discipline. Mostly I just can't force myself to do anything that doesn't come naturally.

So I am kinda excited to just write words and not give a shit. I want to pump out as many words as possible and tweak order for plot and structure for quality later. Hopefully whoever gets stuck as my cabin-mates will understand.

/encourages self
flux_aeterna: (destiny - walk alone)
And today, I can report that I am not sleeping because dreams are bad.

I am often concerned that slipping into sleep will result in waking in a world that makes even less sense in which I have even less control over anything.

I would rather risk the encounter with Freddy Krueger.